How much is too much???

Lately, I've noticed that my princess syndrome attack again. And I blamed it to the hormones that is controlling sometimes on my feelings. People near me knows how spoiled I am to my husband. Almost everything I wanted and needed he really gave. But I don't ask if i know he can't..well thats what I thought. Then, I thought I'm a changed woman now. I thought I'm already maturing cause I now understand the seriousness of life. I'm an 'easy go lucky' girl originally but I can see a lot of changes on me now that I got married and have children.

But then lately I felt so guilty with my husband. I again asking him something impractical and so expensive. I asked an apple laptop. He wanted to buy me a new computer but I said no if its not 'apple' . He said we have no money for it this time and I even said 'I can wait'. But everyday I know I was bagging him about it that cause him pressured. I can feel his wanting of giving me what I want but he can't this time since we just visited Philippines and I also want my mother to come and visit here with me in Sweden which of course it needs a lot of money. Oh! what have I've done! Am I already being unreasonable? Am I already asking too much? Yes I think so.

I have no sleep last night thinking and feeling so guilty and so ashamed! I asked sorry to my husband, I told him I don't want that laptop anymore and I blamed it to the hormones the way I behaved lately..hehe. He just smile and I can see he is relieved. He just hug me and said he love me anyway the way I am!

CC: I know I love you before I met you!!!

Just bump to a friend's site for a visit then noticed its CC time once again and today's topic is 'When he told me he loves me'

Okay, Do I need to run down and review my emails from him so I know when and what letter he wrote the 3 magic words? heheh. Oh so bad I can't remember. Since we knew each other through mails and phonecalls I can't remember exactly when he told me he loves me. But in my part, I knew I love him before I met him:) Oh, wait! it was me I think who said it first. Oh men... I was so westernize, tsk,tsk! Swedes usually don't say that words until they mean it! And until they really knew the girl very well. So, I know he didn't say it right away even if my picture strucks him already from the very beginning:) And we filipinas won't either but I think I did because I was informed by my aunts that they also like it most if we are open to what we feel.

Hmm..I'll ask my husband..wait!

Me: Honey, do you remember when you said you love me?
My husband : Yup, when you said on one of your letter that you love me!

waaaaaa! I knew it! Ok, atleast I was so happy because even if I dared to say it first, he responded right away that he also do love me long before:) And he don't waste his time writing and sending me money for net cafe so I can reply if he didn't love me from the start!

Uh! Love...

CC#15..I love thee every hour:)

Couple's Corner here:) and because its february, love flooded here..heheh! How/Why do I LOVE thee??? So..King James version sweet liz:) hahha!

Liz the author of this meme shared 9types of love:) Really good to know! Hmm... this topic really made me think..huhu. How and Why I love Him? Here's what comes to my mind:)

I love the way HE loves me:)
I love HIS weaknesses.
I love HIM every second, minute, hour and the rest of our days:)
I will love HIM until life after death!
I love loving HIM.

Why? Because...

P.S. (A love letter for HIM);

Dearest älskling;

"Loving you is all I wanna do.Then I found out you love me too. Wish that you will always be there.Knowing someone who'd always care. Always remember...HERE in my heart I will always loving you!!!" mrs.björlin.

HAPPY CC TO ALL COUPLE'S OUT THERE!!!