DENTAL CARE;)

This morning was my second meeting with the dentist! As I was saying on my previous posts that I am going through dental check-ups and last time it was found out that I have 3teeth that have problems and each one has to be fixed accordingly. One tooth just need cleaning and to put paste to cover the hole. This one was fixed last time because it has the least problem. The second tooth really already so bad and they can no longer save it but to pull it out! And that is what they did today! So right now, while doing this post, my tooth still bleeding, hehe and maybe after few hours when aneastesia be gone...uh,uh! pain takes place! Hope not that bad! I really thought it will take a long process like what I used to in my homeland but everything just took 20minutes and I'm done! weee!The last tooth is worse and will be fixed last because it will maybe take many meetings before it will be finally done! The doctor said, its already infected and she has to do something first like killing the germs??? hehe and do cleaning up the infected area before she can do "root filling" not sure if thats the correct english term on it! And this gonna be expensive process! When I asked them if they can just also take it away, I mean pull it out also, the dentist simply answered; " we are doctors of the teeth not killers"..toink, they will really save the teeth as possible!

Today I got a bill from last time and today and it cost really something! But here, teeth really are important and thats why expensive! So better take care of our teeth before it go bad! As the saying says, "Protection is better than cure". I love my teeth, it makes my smile beautiful;) So, must be taken care of!!! Geee SMILE:) everyone!!!

What a heck!

During Angelikka's 3rd birthday, I was little pissed off with my camera. It stops working when I needed it the most! I used it as usual for picture taking but then during gift opening the camera sucks este stucks. The 'focus' or what you call it, as you can see the picture, it no longer go out as it should be and will no longer get in when not in use. Just like that..like it hang up! We cannot use it anymore! And so we set it aside because we were busy. We were thinking we will just bring it to the store because it has guarantee so they can fix it! Monday came and we were in my mother-in-laws place and while enjoying the new phone's camera, I remembered my camera about something wrong with it and must bring it to the store, supposedly! Then, we, in a moment pondered if we still can avail the guarantee, it might be one year or more already..(its just, one year guarantee) So, I should look for the receipt when exactly we bought it! It was already late at night, so, in the morning of tuesday, Dec. 8, I looked and found the reciept and waaa, I dont know if its a luck but last year Dec. 8 we bought the camera! Weeee..., last day then we don't know if the store will still consider it! I called my husband from work about it because he should be the one to bring it to the store! Its his name on the reciept. So, right after work, my husband brought the camera to the store and he said the guy there just gave a smile:) What a heck! heheh! or what a luck!!! "Vilken tur"..wink*

CC#9 = Jealousy

Wednesday and its Couple's Corner time!

JEALOUSY, what does it mean? has it the same meaning to different situation? Like jealousy between siblings, between friends, and of course between man and wife/boyfriend and girlfriend. And there's even jealousy to someone having things acquired! like we want what others have! And if I will make this broad and complicated, jealousy is the root of all hardships and pressures!!! hehe;) long explanation to do!!!

Anyway, I have to talk about jealousy between "Us" because its our Couple's Corner;) Jealousy to each other;) On partner's time, attention, and love! I may sounds abnormal here again..hehe, but what I'm trying to say is I don't get jealous easily to another woman even when I was still single and in a bf-gf relationship. Everytime there's another woman, I took it as a challenge! waaaa! Well, there might be jealousy sometimes but my mind is just so quick to control it and turn it into something positive. I don't know but its something about my personality I think! The same with my husband, I never heard him being jealous on someone! Maybe he thought that only him can love a girl like me! hahhahah!

Hmm.., I get jealous though and as far as I can remember, that was our first fight when I felt so sad and to the extent that I self-pity. But not because of another woman, I was jealous of his time and attention towards HIS COMPUTER GAME:) It was when I finally feed up! I always understand about him having time playing that game that sometimes I was amazed that he was on it the whole night! But that one time, my jealousy controling power became so weak already, the reason I blew out! I was so busy with everything.., in the kitchen, with the baby and I was so tired from school and work, so hungry and no food when I arrived because they have a raid in their game. And I was talking, telling him something but he didn't heard me..so focus on the game!

My mind began rewinding so fast like a tape recorder, feeling so sorry of myself, belittled, given less importance than a computer game by her husband! I was crying so hard and so hurt! " How dare you to do this to me" were all the words I had in my mouth while I was in a bath thub filled with warm water! That was the first and the last! From that time on... I never cared anymore! He might did something about it but I don't care anymore! My heart became callous in that area! end.

In my own opinion, jealousy is a negative feelings. I heard many times that if your mate get jealous it just shows that he or she really loves the person thats why he/she felt it. For me, I'm not into it! There are so many ways to show you love the person so much! Jealousy just shows selfishness, no trust, insecurity and just brings no good results but heartaches!

DATELINES!

I hate it!!! And I hate myself always got deadlines:( Huh! when will I learn!

As I said that my mind works good under pressures, specially when it comes to school assignments and requirements like paper works, projects and the like! And now, I'm dead! Here I am again, I have two big paper works to do , each has to be 5-6 pages, and tomorrow will be the last dateline! I'm cramming now, everyone are sleeping, while me still fighting on these pa...pers!..huhu! All I hear are the sweet sounds of sleep by my daughter and hubby. It seems, my mind don't work anymore!! help!;)

Just finished with Module-1..toink! hehhe more to gooooo!!! So, please excuse me guys for being absent on blogland today and tomorrow! When tomorrow is over, I can breath long and be back to normal!!! lol! Hang on me..I'll see you when I see you;) wink*

Another Early Christmas Gift

We really don't know what everyday may bring. Today, monday was just another usual day I thought! I've done my daily routine and the day just went out normally. Until in the evening, after my work and while I was on the train going home, my husband called me and said they were at his mother's place, Angelikka bake chocolate cake with grandma, he said;) Angelikka love baking, like during her birthday, she and her dad baked that cinnamon bread we served to her visitor on her party. I didn't know my husband can bake:) But I know his mother and his sister can, but then I was just amazed that he can too. Now, my daughter starts showing what she like to do too and I'm glad her grandmother and her father tried to show her and she's learning at the same time. Its like its their generational equity and must pass it to the next generation;)

Anyhow, because I was a little tired, so I asked my husband if I can go home directly and they can just take their time there. But then he told me to come home directly to my mother-in-law's place to have some coffee with that cake they were baking! And so I went there direct instead and as usual my daughter met me at the door shouting, " mamma, I'm baking cake with grandma!!!" They really waited until I came and we ate together. While eating, my mother-in-law asked me if I want a phone. Whaat? what you mean? I answered confusely. I already have a celphone, and she knew it but she also knew that its been already a while since I got that phone!

I told her, I already have a mobile phone but if I want a new one its gonna be a touchphone;) Then I laugh, we are just like that! But wow, she was really serious and said okey then you will get a new touch mobile telephone! Then she stood up and get the phone! Just as simple as that and brought the Samsung Omnia, SGH-i900 and gave it to me. Still shock and cannot say a word, I blurted out; " are you serious?" as in they laugh at me and she just simply said, its gonna be my early christmas gift for you! And with a question, "are you happy? is it okey?" hallooo!!! If only my heart is open, they can see that its jumping with gladness!

Well, its one of my lucky day indeed;) I'm really so blessed to have these people in my life! How can I say thanks? I cannot ask for more! Thanks mamma Laila, I hope you know how thankful I am, to have a mother-in-law like you! I'm so proud of you!

Gratitudes!!!

Iv'e been recieving awards and it feels good having remembered and there's something to share to other's too! I know there were awards I was not able to post.., I apologize! But always remember; they were appreciated;)

This week I've recieved not one but two;) maybe 3 or 4 but was not able to check those others;)

So touched by my friend Willa of Smart Mommy for sharing me this christmas gratitude awards! It feels great when we know that everyone preparing thier hearts already to this Chrismas season;)

I will be glad to share this also to my friends Shy, Jenny, Khim, David, Rad, Jennie, Carin, Eng, Annalou, Anne the Sassy, Mariz, Ruby, Lindz, Nancy, Ellen, Angel, Maxi, roffe.

Grab it guys and share it!

Heheh! And, here's a cute one from jennie of EARTHY ME;) thanks my friend! Keep on blogging and enjoy it! Not for anything, I'm already addicted into it! heheheh!

Feel free to grab these awards everyone!!! Varsegod!!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

My daughters party today!

Everytime we host a party, we really become so tired after! Today we did a little family party for my girl. Filipino party this time! I was so satisfied with everything. The preparation,the time,the food, the visitors, the birthday celebrant, everything goes so smooth and everyone were happy;)

Visitors just went home and they left with everything kept! I mean, they helped me clean up and everything were kept clean before they went home! So now we can just rest a while and maybe go to sleep because I already start feeling so tired now;) Here are some highlights;)

The visitors, my aunties and Laikka's Godparents. So, lucky that my aunt's in-laws from norway visited them and had joined us today also;)

Blowing of the candle and opening of the gifts;) Everyone found it exciting because she already can open gifts alone;)

The foods and the cake;)

Her gifts which she loves so much..heheh! She hugs everyone as usual as thanksgiving;) Thanks for today everyone!

Christmas Gifts

Now its Christmas time! The 'hide and seek' time between the giver and reciever..waheheh! Yeah, I mean 'gifts'. For the children, its the best time of the year because they have great possibilities to get what they want. It's like asking is not a big deal when its christmas! some even solicit it;) "What you want for Christmas?" wow, that question is like beautiful music in the ear! But for adults, its the time when they have to scratch their head even if its not itchy;) They said, if they only can hide!!! weeee!

I remember when I was still young, Christmas was one those few times we can have a new things like toys, shoes, accessories or dress to other children;) Actually, we only can have twice a year, one for christmas and one for school closing. Now, I can't explain the feelings I have, when few of my cousins, nieces and nephews asks me something as christmas gift;) I mean, hello, its my turn now to be the giver when almost half of my life I used to be the reciever. It feels good actually. One of my nephew, my favorite, my cousin's son, he's my first nephew actually and he's already 9years old almost 10 and he calls me "tita cute". Isn't it sweet! Well, he ask me a skateboard, he said all his friends have their own skateboards already! Oh no!hehe.

Well, I already starts to like it.., I mean to be the giver this time;) Being a reciever is not fun actually, its not easy as it looks! But when you give? its something! Though sometimes, there's these pressures but if I have to choose? I will choose my situation now;) To be the giver than a reciever! Bless your heart everyone:)

Lots today;)

Today was a hard day for me;( I was not able to come to any of my 2 subjects. Anyway, its our last meeting as a class but we can go directly personally anytime next week to our corresponding teachers to know how and what its gonna be next semester! Huh..I felt hanging..I cannot imagine that this term is finish!

I have an important meeting at work today, thats why I was not able to attend school. It's a yearly inventory so everyone must come to be informed for the next year's plan! And it's Angelikka's free day at school, teachers have meeting so school was closed. So, my husband also was free from work today to take care of her. My meeting was in the afternoon at 1pm. But we already went out from the house at 10am after our brunch because we dropped by the store to buy some things needed for tomorrow's celebration of Angelikka's birthday! It took us little long there because I was captivated by the 'new arrival' modern bedroom sets displayed there! Hmmp! women!

Anyhow, because I will be late if I will take the train so my husband decided to drive me to my workplace! I arrived 5minutes late heheh! But everything went well! Comments, performances, salaries, co-workers -'out and in'..hehe everyone were happy because we did a good job this year:) So, what I have to do now is rest for tomorrow will be another long day!!! It will be fun for my little girl anyway! Happy Birthday gumman!!!

CC#8- tejan's "kiss and make ups"

I got an air mattress reviews and it reminds me of today's couple's corner;) Hehe, it was like just yesterday that I wrote my CC #7 and now its time again! Hmm.., today's topic is "Kiss and make up!" Why air matress reminds me of this topic? you will see when you read my story;)

As I was saying from the last post, that our misunderstanding occurs late:) It appears just a year ago:) And so rare... hehe but these past few months were like once a month..wink*. But its not big fights just misunderstanding!

My husband primarily likes me because of my being so extrovert! I say when I feel like saying, which sometimes I have a tendency to be tactless but then he likes it because he wants me to say anything what I have in mind! He is a good listener and I'm a good talker, and this makes us compatible. Thats why, when we have misunderstanding, it will be fix so easily because I really expresses my feelings right there and then! And funny because even if I'm already angry, irritated,pissed off and crying, still I adress him ' älskling ' (swedish for honey or sweetheart). After will I pour out my drama, he will just simply hug me and cry explaining he don't mean to hurt me! When he cry... the fire on me shut off! Then back to normal.

But one time, we were visiting and sleep over my aunt's house. I was unreasonable, but hello, I can't sleep without holding his hands..hehe! The situation was this;

The bed on my aunt's guest room is a doubledeck bed and single. Bec. we were 3 one has to sleep on the extra air matress bed, Laikka sleep first but on the matress so I sleep beside her hoping my husband will also sleep with us. But then when he went to bed and thought we were already sleeping he kissed us then lied down on the guest bed! I asked him to sleep with us, he said, 'no' its impossible! I was hurt or felt bad on that lines..hehe (mabaw) I became silent hoping he 'll noticed that I felt bad! But all the way he fall asleep while I remained hurt until I sobs til sleep! He might so tired that he no longer heared my sobbing! (drama!)

That was the only time I didn't spoke to him that I was hurt. On the next morning, the atmosphere just became normal automatically. I thought, it was nonsense,so no need to get it back into the topic:) I just realized it was unreasonable feelings which me myself don't understand why I felt it! Maybe hormones..heheh!

This is simply our "kiss and make up"... with hugs and kisses, and sometimes he will bring me to places which he thinks I'd like to hang-out and sometimes just happened automatically! Happy CC everyone!

ME and my BLOG:)

While the three muskeeters were painting the town red, we had lots of fun and shopping! Jenny and Shy bought things that they want! When Jenny left for she has an English class, me and Shy went to a store where I have some coupons and 50kr. discount. This store have quite big sizes so we went directly to children's department where our sizes fits. But we found nothing that good for us and because my time was up and need to go to my work already, we decided to go. But then while walking out Shy saw some T-shirts display hanging up above the stairs..., so because we were girls, so curious we stayed a while and looked! Waaaaaaaaaaaa... we found the tee shirt so perfect and love it! hahah, not so expensive plus we had a discount coupons! weeee!!!! I never thought we can find a T-shirt like this here:) so perfect for the two of us!

We kept it in silent first because we knew Jenny want to have one too..hheeh (uniform )but she's a Swedish size hahahah... what I have is the biggest so we waited until today at Shy's 'dispedida' party so we can explain;) And as we thought heheh Jenny really asked where we bought it with a sigh..and emote:*hehe We told her it has only small sizes and we really would buy for her too if only there's a little bigger that can fit her! Well, she understand anyway...

hheh!

Isn't it cute and cool, specially nowadays when blogging is our thing? Hmm.. ME and my BLOG indeed!

Happy trip Shy and 'tack för senast'!

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Stomach full weekend!!!

Waah! parties started already and I'm sure this will be until or the whole December are gonna be parties and celebrations here and there:) My weekend really full of feasting! Last Saturday we were invited by a friend, Khim to celebrate the birthday of her son! She prepared plenty of nutritious and delicious foods for us! Like her blog (Maten och Mannen) full of foods, well she really good on it! As you can see on the pics, that fish with eggs and tomatoes as decoration, really looks great! Hmm..thanks Khimalini! We had fun and we were so full! Thanks also for the 'bring home':)weee!

It was not just a good time with foods but also having a nice hangout with friends and family! Really a great day!

Today Sunday, we were at my mother-laws-place for a get together family dinner! She prepared a unique (well, for me..heheh) and cozy style of dinner! As in, 'cooking while eating' hhehe. It was like the raw meat chops into small pieces served but you have to cook it by the use of some kind of a metal stick and we have to dip it into the boiling 'kettlelike' placed there in the table also (like a tiny fury furnace,hehe). While its cooking we are also eating..cook and eat!

We had a good time and again, I was so full. I never been full when its Swedish style dinner than today! Hehe, because my mom-in-law already knows my weakness, 'rice', so she also prepared some for me:) Well, my weekend just perfect! I hope you too guys! i know some just spending their holidays too:) Godbless althrough this week!!!

Christmas Tree!

While we were talking today through the net with my family way home, we happen to talk about christmas tree! I asked my mother if they already put up one:) Hehe my mother laugh because it was already there from October.. and she showed me as usual so I was reminded about it! Two days more and its December!

Christmas tree is a typical christmas decoration around the globe! At home, at stores, at schools, even on special places like in the middle of the city..heheh, recreation places and the like!

I love decorating and designing our christmas tree at home when I was still in Philippines! Like sometimes made of soap:) (perla)..hahah and sometimes cotton, or even a CT made of strings! And many more styles!Its fun and enoyable!

Also, there are even different contests of the brightest, unique, or biggest christmas tree in town:) In Philippines, we usually put it up earlier, like end of October or early November. But since the time I lived here in Sweden, we never had a christmas tree at home:( Because we just had a small place and no space for it! I always begged my husband to have one even a small one but he just promised that we can have it when we can transfer to a bigger place. And now that we have atleast little bigger than before, I started bagging him about it;) hmm.. he didn't answer a 'yes' yet but his smile speaks a lot! One of these days, I hope we can have one:)


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

A SCENARIO!!!

When we were visiting our place in Philippines, my husband really was so amazed seeing this mini bus in line waiting their turn at gasoline station as we did also. So, he cannot help getting his camera and took picture! As you can see, some poses there at the top, some smiling and looking not only because of the picture but maybe also because its a foriegner who's holding the camera!

This scenario is absolutely förbidden here in Sweden:) You can never see like this here, but this is so common in Philippines specially in the provinces! Those people there are just mere workers, students, children, houswives! Do you think they have life insurances or even self protections or any safety device??? 98% nothing! But as you can see, there's no worry and fear on thier faces. All I can see is just contentment and a happy individuals.

Hmmm...miss Philippines!!!