What a week! What a day...

...What a blessing!

We really never know what a day may bring. Just last week, as I've said after coming to my senses to be practical on things I'll buy, I got my new laptop finally. It was really a plan for me to buy laptop but I waited because I suppose wanted an apple lappy. But just last thursday I decided to buy cheaper than the first but bigger which is more important and practical. So, I was so happy and no regret at all to have this black Acer laptop.

But yesterday, because my husband ordered through internet thursday also his iphone4 and he recieved a note that its already ready for pick up, we went to the store to pick it up. We went out earlier since t'was also Shy's birthday so he can drive us directly to Shy's place after picking up his phone.

But then without a plan, with a little negotiation from the store, I got also my iphone4 with me even to Shy's place. I still don't know how to use it but because the store already transferred my same number and programmed it to my iphone that made my old phone no longer can function:) Huh! I never realize I will attend and enjoy my sweet friend's party with a new blessing with me:)

Two great things, two great blessings in just one week! Uh love!

Satisfied and Happy!

I'm so happy and satisfied with my new lappy. Though not the one I was wishing for few weeks ago but alas and did I made the right choice. This is much better for the price and no need to wait on my part plus my husband can sleep now so well, thinking I already have what I want. Oh, sometimes our eyes and heart is decietful, we really need to think first and pray in everything we do otherwise we regret at the end.

Wow! I really love this. I don't know what to write. I just want to write and write with this newbie of mine. Hahaha! This is my first post using this laptop and It feel so light. Well, I am really blessed to have a husband so kind and loving. I could not ask for more! I can say, I'm so lucky and maybe somehow, somewhere Iv'e done something good, something worthwhile to deserve all these.

"In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths"

How much is too much???

Lately, I've noticed that my princess syndrome attack again. And I blamed it to the hormones that is controlling sometimes on my feelings. People near me knows how spoiled I am to my husband. Almost everything I wanted and needed he really gave. But I don't ask if i know he can't..well thats what I thought. Then, I thought I'm a changed woman now. I thought I'm already maturing cause I now understand the seriousness of life. I'm an 'easy go lucky' girl originally but I can see a lot of changes on me now that I got married and have children.

But then lately I felt so guilty with my husband. I again asking him something impractical and so expensive. I asked an apple laptop. He wanted to buy me a new computer but I said no if its not 'apple' . He said we have no money for it this time and I even said 'I can wait'. But everyday I know I was bagging him about it that cause him pressured. I can feel his wanting of giving me what I want but he can't this time since we just visited Philippines and I also want my mother to come and visit here with me in Sweden which of course it needs a lot of money. Oh! what have I've done! Am I already being unreasonable? Am I already asking too much? Yes I think so.

I have no sleep last night thinking and feeling so guilty and so ashamed! I asked sorry to my husband, I told him I don't want that laptop anymore and I blamed it to the hormones the way I behaved lately..hehe. He just smile and I can see he is relieved. He just hug me and said he love me anyway the way I am!